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This is a nearly true account of my own depression. The real version, the one that I recorded in my blog, is that a black cat had saved me from my own attempted death. I am still suffering from trauma over the incident, mostly because I hate cats and I think God was pulling a cosmic joke on me of some sort at that time. The song is "Nothing Can Be Explained" by Mike Wyzgowski. And yes, I am still depressed. There are lots of things... lots of inexplicable things... that I can't actually describe as to how they disturb me. End.

Channel: People & Blogs
Uploaded: September 15, 2006 at 4:30 am
Author: amelhanan

Length: 03:15
Rating: 4.62
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jmhaze2006 (September 7, 2008 at 3:40 am)
It may sound trite, but sometimes getting involved in something to help others, mentor a student, or homelss, or soup kitchen, gets our mind off our sadness, and can help us gain a different perspective. Our perceptions are escued when we are way down. Sometimes prescribed meds help a lot,,,there are new ones that provide chemicals that are sometimes lacking in our brain,,,sometimes caused by stress,,,,,hope this may help
featofsound (September 5, 2008 at 12:21 pm)
iv'e had depressions about 2 years ago but after listening to reggae song like Bob Marley, it cheered me up all the way! :D THIS
JamesHaich (September 4, 2008 at 10:14 pm)
ive not had the gut to kill myslef that suck after 4 years of depression ive never had help it has been noticable seeing as i barley talk much my head is always down and im always angry i have had my wall repair 4 times from hitting it so much it sucks:(
FishyWiggle (September 1, 2008 at 7:58 pm)
Very good portrayal of how it feels to be alone-depressed-insane-in-hell
St3pYaSelfUp (September 1, 2008 at 1:24 pm)
when i was a kid.. I always thought, 'why do ppl kill themselves?!.. Why is there crazy ppl in this world?!' And i understand why.. Iv been suffering frm severe dep for more than 2 years.. Somewhat i managed to survived.. Though i dun find any points in this..
cigarmikey (September 1, 2008 at 3:53 am)
In all seriousness, percocets work for me, yeah it's a temp fix, but I got kids and they have no time for me to slow up.... so yeah I know it makes matters worse but what could be worse than a drug which makes you happy and I only take 3.5 percs a day... not much, but enough to do jobs
Sjofugla (August 30, 2008 at 3:05 pm)
Ok, let's change the negative tone of things for a moment. To all my fellow sufferers, if you could do one thing to escape your depression even for a few hours what would you do?. For me, I would like to stand on the moon and feel peace and silence then float among the stars and galaxies for a while.
amelhanan (August 30, 2008 at 4:40 am)
LOL! Okay, let's get you some beer. I'll buy you a beer. But let's leave the poor comments at home, buddy. I know you're bored.
boredkid444 (August 30, 2008 at 4:21 am)
i need beer :(
boredkid444 (August 30, 2008 at 4:21 am)
HES TRYING TO CONVERT YOU

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